I'm in school

So funny story...
This weekend is midterms for Mountain View High School. And since I only go for one class a day, being that I am home schooled, I had to collect information on what times I would have to come into school. So luckily for me Mrs. Keene is one of the most awsomest teachers ever and he is letting use her computer and sit in here for a half hour. But that is my bell
I must be off

Who am I?

Incredibly recently i have been given the opportunity to look at myself at a different angle from the one I see myself at. And though I have tried to show i have changed, I think the change has not been well noticed or accepted.

But there has been a change. And there are a few things about how I used to be and how people view

I was and maybe am stilla jerk. I put down others and make fun of any situation for my own amusement.

I used to be a liar. In fact, it used to be the thing I was best at. I would lie to get out of any situation and shift the blame to others. I was quite good at lying to the point were people believed it was true.

I was two faced. this is still something I struggle with. I would curse, put down people, treat them as garbage, and not give a care. Then on Wednesday night, I put on the "Look at me, I'm a perfect Christian" mask on at Youth group and try to fix my ways and try to be a better person and a better influence to my friends. But I would fail at this task by the afternoon of Thursday. And then the vicous cycle would repeat. But this all changed.

And how may you ask? Did I finally get it right? Did I finally break my vicious cycle? Well, no.

I didn't. Then I am asked, how did it happen, this legendary change to speak of?

Well, I didn't do anything besides give my life to serving Christ, The Son of God, the Son of Man, The three in one.

And now that his life consumes my own, i want nothing better than to serve him all my days. And that is exactly why I am going into the Missionary field. I want to be a missionary in Germany.

And how am I different?

Well in says in 1 Peter 1:16 "for it is written, Be Holy for I AM Holy."

Now taken out of context, this verse can be quite confusing, but it points to God, when he told his people to be holy, because their God is holy. And then Jesus, his son says the same things. When asked why they must submit to the authority they are under he said, "Give to Caesar what is Caesar's and give to God, what is God's."

So God gives me the power to follow his laws.

As in, Do not lie against thy neighbor. They reason i don't liey becasue I am "To do all for the Glory of God." And if I did, that would bring God's justly, rightly deserved Glory.

I respect everyone even if they don't respect me. For we are told to love our enemies.
I could go on longer, but I am just going to end with this.

8 The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love.
9 The LORD is good to all; he has compassion on all he has made.
10 All you have made will praise you, O LORD; your saints will extol you.
11 They will tell of the glory of your kingdom and speak of your might,
12 so that all men may know of your mighty acts and the glorious splendor of your kingdom.
13 Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, and your dominion endures through all generations. The LORD is faithful to all his promises and loving toward all he has made.
14 The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down.

So now what?

Well, I was gonna continue about what I have previously wrote about. But there's no need to. It's in God's hands now.
Today in church to talked about Matthew 18 and the part were is one brother does you wrong, to confront him in privatte. And if he consents you have won him.
And I have talked to my friends and I am pretty sure I won most of them.
But there's nothing I can do now, it's all in God's hands. And personally I don't wanna settle this over the phone or over the internet. That is now how I do or one should do things. I would rather do it face to face. I really hope that when thhey just want to talk. Because thats the only way we are going to settle things.

When the enemy attacks, be strong and have Faith in the Lord

So I have been imformed by my friends about a certain rumor. Ok, it wasn't a rumor, apparently i told my friend Tim(not real name) that he was just using his girlfriend Jennifer(not real name either) to hit it and quit it. Fortunatly my other frind confronted me about it and I am so happy he did. He told me that basiclly that he knew that I wouldn't do that and that he trusts I didn't do that. Aparently these messages were sent over myspace a couple of weeks ago. But I have attempted to delete my account. I recently just tried to logg into my account and it said I got it wrong. I assumed that it was deleted. I typed in the url to my dismay, the account still exists. But i can't get into it. I hope that this will be resolved. But i know that God will sustain me through this time. He has given me loyal friends to back me up and I know he is an unconditional loving God. Now I don't don't know who would want to do this to me, but I hope it is resolved. I am sorry for anything "I" alledgedly said. This whole situation really disturbs me because since i have been trying to live out my witness, that someone is out to tear it down.

Writing is reborn! to my dismay

I am really beginning to realize how very blessed I am to be Homeschooled. i have also realized that unfortunately I have been abusing my power. like in the writing department. I utterly despise writing. But unfortunately I am quite good at it. It seems I just need to be motivated. So i have a short story to write as one of my projects. So here is a little of the first part of my story, One Warm Spring. comments and ideas are appreciated.
Well here it is.

“Bob! Stop yer dawdlin’ an get down here!”
Suddenly remembering what he was up there for, Bob resumed his duties and went on to brush down the horse’s mane. “You must have quite the life, huh Shadow? You just do your job and everybody loves you, feeds you, and takes care of you.” “Are you talkin’ to that horse again?” It was Tom. His real name was Morgan, but he punched out the last man who called him that. Not that the man goes lookin for fights. That’s just not Tom’s way of life. He’s a real peaceful guy, but with the heat of the Texan sun, the with the Mexican Army breathing down your neck, people get a little antsy. And though its spring time, it feels like summer all year long.
“Bob if you spent more time concentrating on your work you would be able to get done a lot faster,” said Tom. Bob looked over to see Tom leaning on the frame of the stable with one of the widest smiles he ever knew. He was standing with his unsheathed buck knife, running over the edge with his thumb.
“And I suppose you’re workin hard? Or are you hardly workin?” said Bob. ‘Cause if you’re neither, you’re in more trouble than I am Mr. Travels.” Tom let out a chuckle, ‘You’re something else kid. But we have a reason to be easy. Word is that reinforcements are a comin’.”
So this was this look that Bob had been noticing. He may be just a lonely stable boy, but he wasn’t dumb. Being around animals so much, one gets to understand them just by the way they act. And Bob had noticed something that had been stirring in the attitudes of the defenders of this mission. Something more than hope, it was relief. Even the idea of fresh fighters instilled courage in the very heart of the Alamo.
“Don’t listen to this here fool Bob!” Then coming from behind Tom came Andrew Harvestings. “Are you givin this little boy false ideas here?” asked Andrew.

Do you have a tatoo?

So recently I've been listening to alot of SKA recently. Mainly Reel big Fish's Take On Me. And that Brought me back. An old song I used to love.